MY CINDY DEAR
DI ” MY CINDY DEAR
SACRED HAS BECOME THE SOIL THAT BEARS YOUR BODILY REMAINS, RESTED THERE, A CEREMONY ,JUST FOR THOSE YOURS
IN REALITY, WHISKED AWAY FROM YOUR PAIN AND ANGUISH , ARCANGEL GABRIAL CARRIED YOUR SOUL
TO THE SEVENTH HEAVEN ,FOR GOD TOO FELT YOU HAD REPAID ENOUGH, WORLDLY DEEDS, IT WAS TIME
TO RETURN TO HIS BOSOM IN PEACE AND PARADISE, RESTING THOSE YOURS HERE ,WHO DID IT ALL, TO DO OF YOU
THE LITTLE GIRL MY ARMS BORE, THE GROWN MY HEART CARED, THE MOTHER WHEN BECAME ME NURTURED BESIDES
FROM THE CRUSH OF FADZLI, THE RAGE OF CLARANCE, TO THE ONSLAUGHT OF MOMIN, NADIA TO SABAH
MY SHADOW OF PROTECTION, MY SOUL A CURTAIN BETWEEN YOU AND THE WORLDLY HARMS, I KEPT YOU SAFE
WHEN ALL ELSE UNBORE YOUR HANDS , I HELD THEM HIGH, FROM CHERAS TO MALINSUNG, AND ONWARDS
YOU “DI ” BECAME THE EMBODIMENT OF ME IN MANY A WAY , A LEARNER QUICK, WHERE YOU ,IN YOU, IT WAS ME, THE WORLD KNEW
NONE EVER DARE TELL ME OFF, NONE IN THIS WORLDLY DOMAIN, BUT ” DI ” YOU DID, WITHOUT A QUALM
YOU TOO DID ALL YOU COULD FOR ME AS YOU GREW BESIDES, THOUGH MANY IN ZEALOUS WANT , LOOKED ON
UNKNOWN THE ZEALOUS CAST THEIR SPELL ON YOU, AND YOU DID THE UNTHINKABLE, BUT TO ME , STILL NOT YOU THE DOER
AS ALWAYS FOR ALL, ME A RAINTREE UNDER WHICH MANY SHELTER FROM THE TURNING TIDE OF TIME, AND WHEN ALL IS WELL MOVE ON
THAT TO ME HAS BEEN MY LIFE, BUT THE ANNALS OF HISTORY, NEVER CHANGE, TRUTH IT IS IN THEM, FOREVER
YOU DID YOUR BEST NOT TO MOVE AWAY FROM MY SHADE, BUT HE AND HER, GRAPPLED YOU AWAY, PAINFULLY SO
MY HEART ACHED, MY SOUL WRITHED, TO THAT DEED, BUT YET FROM THE DISTANCE I PRAYED ,EACH DAY FOR YOU, EACH PRAYER, A TEARDROP FELL
FOR YOUR BEING WELL, FOR YOUR BEING IN SOLACE, FOR BEING AWAY FROM EVIL, OF THIS , GOD WILL NOW VOUCH, AS YOU ARE IN HIS BOSOM
I DID ALL TO BE BESIDES ,IN YOUR AILMENT BUT UNCARED WERE MY GESTURES, TO BRING YOU RELIEF ,MY ” DI ” YOU.
TO THIS HUMAN CLAN , YOU ARE THIS DAY GONE AND MEMORIES WILL FADE, BUT TO ME YOUR GOODNESS ,ONLY WHICH I HAVE CHOSEN
WILL EVER BE A PART OF MY INDELIBLE HISTORY, YOUR LOOKS, YOUR BUBBLING CHEER, YOUR INNOCENCE ,YOUR LOYALTY AND MUCH MORE
FAREWELL I WILL NEVER BID YOU, NOR WILL I TEAR, FOR YES THE WORLD HAS LOST YOU, BUT YOU GAINED GODS HEART AND WITH HIM , YOU ARE
FOR SURE I AM ,THAT FROM THE GARDENS OF PARADISE, YOU WILL STILL BE THERE FOR ME, AND YOU WILL TELL GOD , I WAS THERE FOR YOU, WHEN NEEDED MOST.
HENCE I SAY NO MORE OR NO LESS, BUT SIMPLY AND PURELY, ” DI ” CINDY MY GIRL, YOU THE ANGEL ON EARTH AND NOW IN HEAVEN, HOLD THE LORDS HANDS FOR ME,
Ghulam Sayeed
6th dec2020
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